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Listening to heart broken songs (not that I am heart broken), I kept wondering how can worse the work from home can become?
I was always like a love struck teenager. What can I say, I m still in my early twenties. So,there was a dating site I was on. So many cute guys. Cute guys wanting something casual. I don't understand what is casual in dating. Yes, I am one of that girl who wants to find virtual love. But, Hey, who are you to judge me and why would I care?
Another guy asked me, let's have a relationship, a serious one. There I thought, relationships are always serious. That's it, I unmatched and moved on. I have put filters. Age: less than 33, looking for relationship or marriage. Then I matched to him. Ex-investment banker. Such a gentleman.
Apparently, I cant take his name. So, for this blog post, I am gonna call him as Mr. Gentleman.
Mr. Gentleman made me happy in every moment. When I gave up, he asked me not to give up. He pushed me to be better. But like a routine couple, we fought and broke up. Like me being me, I was back on the dating site. Seeing me there, it broke the last strand of trust between us.
I tried getting back together. Never gave up. But he was capable to ignore me far better than me. My 20 messages and his one reply.
One day I see his status, "I am going to regret this, but describe me though a GIF". And there I was not giving up and sent him a GIF. Gentleman GIF. The guy lifting the girl in his arms and carrying her.
I used to message him, but I never got his reply. But, I used to see his status and his tik tok videos. Soon, it broke me and started torturing me.
I just asked him once, "Stop torturing me." Like a gentleman, which he was, left me forever. But, it was then when I realised that, he leaving me was more of a torture than having him in my life.
I would give up anything to have you back. You are more than my virtual love. I am no more on any dating sites. I am sorry. I miss you, Mr. Gentleman.
I wish we can get back together.
I wish we can..........